Ya Allah, I pray to you to increase my patience, strengthen my faith and help me walk through this difficult journey. Many a times I forget Your presence, many a times I choose to walk the wrong path and I have never thank You enough. Sure I do say Alhamdulillah, whenever I can but it would never be enough. Your holy words have touched me. Your signs amazes me. But why do I still choose to follow my corrupted heart and do things that I am not supposed to? I pray to You to not only help me but also my family members who might also feel in despair at times(I may never know). Let's not stop at only family, I pray to You for everyone I've known or I have yet to meet. Ya Allah, please forgive me for not adhering to Your rules. I have been bad for not listening to You but I am trying my best here. And lastly, I believe that You will be the One who will decide who I will be married to. Let him be the person who will continue to guide me to walk in the rightful path and the one who always remind me of You. Amin Rabbil Alamin.